What I'm gonna do ?

I used to ask my self this question when I was younger. Now, I am just Larry, that much I can tell you for sure. This "label" should do until you get to know me better.    A stranger I was , as many people thought of me, but life is no "stranger" to me. I only see things in different "colors" and I mybe my values are sligtly different then others, then again diversity makes our life special and I'm just part of it. "Where are you from?" People ask me since I was born. I never understood why do they show so much interest in this pure superficial information anyway.    Well first of all, I 'm looking to find my home. It must be something who doesn't look like a "cage"... after all "The home's where I am happy". For now my intentions are orientated to the US/Canada, but I'm still open for any other possibility. The real reason for this? I wanna be alive 100% and not just die alitle with every day. Everything else are just reasons ...    Creativity is my most valuable asset I got from Nature or God. Thousands of ideas are invading my mind with every moment. Sometimes, I almost can hear them as a buzz, cannot sleeping or eating and I only whish I could stop them spinning in my head. The only cure, as far, for this is prove them dreams or reality. Takes time, resources and a lot hard work to prove it but with every day I am getting closer to that "moment of silence"    In the end(not the end of my life:), I feel that need to have a normal life wife,family, kids,pets ... etc. I'm a "human kind" so, I'm acting like humans and the time will come and when I'll find that "right" person near me I will do what I have to do. I care about this "life side" that much or even more I care about myself.